Tuesday, February 13, 2007

The Unloved Soul

Let me ask you a question.... Do you know what Love is?
I bet whoever is reading this is saying yeah I do. That's an easy question to answer.
Well let me tell you... you have know idea what love is until you have felt unloved. The whole meaning of the word love is to feel welcomed and wanted by others. We I know what unloved feels like. I know why I can be anti-social and appear to be crazy and needy. We its what an unloved person will do throughout his or her life. They will search for the true meaning of a place where they can give and receive their understanding of love.
Love is not just an emotion, but a place of being. Being loved causes you to have the emotional connection to a person. It gives you a feeling of belonging to the place and time that you are in. Most people have know idea that they make a person feel unwanted or unloved. It is a cycle that is vicious in nature and by design causes many people to not want to be around. Loners are created from this feeling.
Before you judge someone or say that they are a recluse or anti-social. Look at what you have done to make them that way. Or What others have done in their life to make them feel as if they are not wanted, or shut away from society. Look within yourself and ask...where did the path lead this person to feelings of lonliness and searching for love. It is a horrible thing to do to someone, so think before you do something to them.

1 Comments:

Blogger Acacia said...

I agree with what you have to say and I can relate.
I also know what it feels to be unloved not only it's a terrible feeling it's very painful and an emotional
journey that only feels like it's dragging.
in my personal opinion it's like being punished and tortured slowly until you are completely soulless and
dead inside and feel nothing but numbed.

I have long to be married for so long I thought I was blessed with such a great man so sweet, kind hearted
caring and loving that he was worth sacrificing almost everything for
but all at what cost?!? and the love and care didn't last long.
all at what cost!?!

All all was left behind to be with him all for the cost of tears, lies, emotional distress and being thousands
of miles away from all I've ever known and love, call me a bit old fashion
but there is a saying where ever love takes you you should follow and so I did I followed my heart and my instincts
to a place where I have no family no friends or know anyone for emotional support or a shoulder to cry on
and sometimes a phone call away doesn't always make it right.
I have learned through my journey and believe that my marriage was based on nothing but lies and broken promises
I think the worse part is not being loved back. I keep asking myself what have I done to deserve such penalty
in my life, as if I haven't suffered enough. I have been a good loving supporting wife and a good friend and I
still am so giving, caring, loving, thoughtful, respectful and trustworthy with so much love to offer.
I have been deceived, lied to, blamed, mistreated, and till this day I still hurt inside but only because
I'm still in this chapter of my life I have cried a river but not even my tears were acknowledge
for all the suffering I have been put through I guess that's what happens when you stop caring and not loved in
return.

In my heart I know I deserve much better and I am a strong woman and I will survive this journey.
The word Marriage or I want to get Married wont be coming out of my lips ever again,
I have had a taste of it and got the worse end of the stick.
Looking back at how it all started we fought so hard to be together to become one as a family
hoping that finally being together would make it all better, boy was I wrong!
To think that the saddest heartbreaking part of it all was being apart from each other and dying to be with one
another! when in reality I believe and perhaps was actually the happiest moment of our time together up until
the plain landed and that's when my journey unloved began but I'm ready to move on and never look back.
For what ever it's/was worth I know in my heart I gave it my best.
So my advice is to always be honest with the one you love from the very beginning don't let it escalate
because the truth will always be known and the damage will only make matters worse and you will
only be causing pain and in a world of pain.

Unloved Journey

October 20, 2008 at 10:20 AM  

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